We are Supposed to Write Poetry to keep the Gods Alive
The great Jim Harrison died on this day in 2016
A poet technically is supposed to be a “thief of fire” but as easily as anyone else he becomes a working stiff who drinks too much on late Friday afternoons.
— Jim Harrison
Shirtless and disheveled with his one bad eye glazed over, Jim Harrison sits at his writing desk in a dark room in his musty Montana cabin. A writer from Esquire magazine arrives on his doorstep for an interview. Jim totters over to let him in.
The writer shows up just in time. In four months, Jim, one of the finest writers of our era, will be dead.
The stench of smoke and solitude permeates the room. It’s the place he likes to hide from the anemic sensibilities and endless bustle of the modern world. “At my cabin made of logs there is less distance between inside and outside. You can smell the heart of the forest as you sleep and hear the river passing beside the north side of the cabin.”
With a boozy, cigarette-soaked voice, Jim asks his magazine guest, "would you like some vodka?" as he pours himself a stiff one. Of course, this is after pounding a few glasses of Les Sang des Cailloux, a French wine that he adored.
It’s 4 pm on a weekday.
Harrison was a hard yet liberal-minded man, an outdoorsman, a hunter, a walker, a food-lover, a big-hearted intuitive poet worn ragged by trying times.
He was stabbed in the eye as a child by a neighborhood girl. “I probably wouldn't have been a poet if I hadn't lost my left eye when I was a boy,” he once wrote, “a neighbor girl shoved a broken bottle in my face during a quarrel. Afterward, I retreated to the natural world and never really came back.”
Jim spent his late teenage years roaming around the country as an aspiring “beatnik.” In his early 20s, both his father and sister were killed instantaneously in a car accident (he backed out of the trip at the last moment.) And the following decade, Jim and his wife and daughter, lived on less than $9,000 a year as he tried to make it as a writer.
That’s when he wrote his renowned novel, Legends of the Fall, which put him on the literary map. “I wrote Legends of the Fall in nine days and when I re-read it, I only had to change one word. There was no revision process. None."
By the end of Harrison’s life, he’d produced 14 books of poetry, 11 novels, 9 novellas, 3 non-fiction works, and one children's book.
But what he wanted to be remembered for most was his poetry. “We are supposed to write poetry to keep the gods alive," he says with a toothless smile.
Jim Harrison died seven years ago today.
Shortly after his death, Anthony Bourdain, a huge fan of Harrison, said this: "There were none like him while he lived. There will be none like him now that he's gone."
Jim’s friend and fellow writer, Thomas McGuane, in a beautiful remembrance article, writes:
“On Saturday night, my oldest friend, Jim Harrison, sat at his desk writing. He wrote in longhand. The words trailed off into scribbles and he fell from his chair dead. His strength of personality was such that his death will cut many adrift. He was seventy-eight years old and had lived and worked hard for every one of those years…He was active and creative to the end, but it was time to go: no one was less suited to assisted living.”
Let’s raise a toast for Jim on this fine spring day Sunday.
I’ll leave you with one of my favorite poems that Harrison wrote toward the end of his life. You can find it in his excellent book—Jim Harrison: The Essential Poems.
Death Again
Let’s not get romantic or dismal about death. Indeed it’s our most unique act along with birth. We must think of it as cooking breakfast, it’s that ordinary. Break two eggs into a bowl or break a bowl into two eggs. Slip into a coffin after the fluids have been drained, or better yet, slide into the fire. Of course it’s a little hard to accept your last kiss, your last drink, your last meal about which the condemned can be quite particular as if there could be a cheeseburger sent by God. A few lovers sweep by the inner eye, but it’s mostly a placid lake at dawn, mist rising, a solitary loon call, and staring into the still, opaque water. We’ll know as children again all that we are destined to know, that the water is cold and deep, and the sun penetrates only so far.
Thank you for this magnificent tribute to Jim Harrison!
Two favorites...
Solstice Litany
JIM HARRISON 1937-2016
1
The Saturday morning meadowlark
came in from high up
with her song gliding into tall grass
still singing. How I’d like
to glide around singing in the summer
then to go south to where I already was
and find fields full of meadowlarks
in winter. But when walking my dog
I want four legs to keep up with her
as she thunders down the hill at top speed
then belly flops into the deep pond.
Lark or dog I crave the impossible.
I’m just human. All too human.
2
I was nineteen and mentally
infirm when I saw the prophet Isaiah.
The hem of his robe was as wide
as the horizon and his trunk and face
were thousands of feet up in the air.
Maybe he appeared because I had read him
so much and opened too many ancient doors.
I was cooking my life in a cracked clay
pot that was leaking. I had found
secrets I didn’t deserve to know.
When the battle for the mind is finally
over it’s late June, green and raining.
3
A violent windstorm the night before
the solstice. The house creaked and yawned.
I thought the morning might bring a bald earth,
bald as a man’s bald head but not shiny.
But dawn was fine with a few downed trees,
the yellow rosebush splendidly intact.
The grass was all there dotted with Black
Angus cattle. The grass is indestructible
except to fire but now it’s too green to burn.
What did the cattle do in this storm?
They stood with their butts toward the wind,
erect Buddhists waiting for nothing in particular.
I was in bed cringing at gusts,
imagining the contents of earth all blowing
north and piled up where the wind stopped,
the pile sky-high. No one can climb it.
A gopher comes out of a hole as if nothing happened.
4
The sun should be a couple of million miles
closer today. It wouldn’t hurt anything
and anyway this cold rainy June is hard
on me and the nesting birds. My own nest
is stupidly uncomfortable, the chair
of many years. The old windows don’t keep
the weather out, the wet wind whipping
my hair. A very old robin drops dead
on the lawn, a first for me. Millions
of birds die but we never see it—they like
privacy in this holy, fatal moment or so
I think. We can’t tell each other when we die.
Others must carry the message to and fro.
“He’s gone,” they’ll say, while writing an average poem
destined to disappear among the millions of poems
written now by mortally average poets.
5
Solstice at the cabin deep in the forest.
The full moon shines in the river, there are pale
green northern lights. A huge thunderstorm
comes slowly from the west. Lightning strikes
a nearby tamarack bursting into flame.
I go into the cabin feeling unworthy.
At dawn the tree is still smoldering
in this place the gods touched earth
Another Country
JIM HARRISON
I love these raw moist dawns with
a thousand birds you hear but can't
quite see in the mist.
My old alien body is a foreigner
struggling to get into another country.
The loon call makes me shiver.
Back at the cabin I see a book
and am not quite sure what that is.
I'm going to use this poem on a prayer card for my hard-lived, wildly poetic brother who just died.
He was a Viet Nam veteran....a sailor...a woodsman....an outlaw.