Searching my heart for its true sorrow, This is the thing I find to be: That I am weary of words and people, Sick of the city, wanting the sea; Wanting the sticky, salty sweetness Of the strong wind and shattered spray; Wanting the loud sound and the soft sound Of the big surf that breaks all day. Always before about my dooryard, Marking the reach of the winter sea, Rooted in sand and dragging drift-wood, Straggled the purple wild sweet-pea. Always I climbed the wave at morning, Shook the sand from my shoes at night, That now am caught beneath big buildings, Stricken with noise, confused with light. If I could hear the green piles groaning. Under the windy, wooden piers, See once again the bobbing barrels, And the black sticks that fence the weirs, If I could see the weedy mussels Crusting the wrecked and rotting hulls, Hear once again the hungry crying Overhead, of the wheeling gulls; Feel once again the shanty straining Under the turning of the tide, Fear once again the rising freshet, Dread the bell in the fog outside, I should be happy! -- that was happy All day long on the coast of Maine; I have a need to hold and handle Shells and anchors and ships again! I should be happy … that am happy Never at all since I came here. I am too long away from water. I have a need of water near.
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Thanks for posting one of my favorite poets from my youth. I’d forgotten how much I loved her poetry until you posted this. Her poems are balm to weary souls. I taught “Renascence” which is so uplifting.
Although the world has changed a great deal, her sentiments feel as though she wrote them next to me where I sit on an island in Maine. A one hundred year old poem, still as fresh as the day it was written.