“You can be creative only when there is abandonment—which means, really, there is no sense of compulsion, no fear of not being, of not gaining, of not arriving. Then there is great austerity, simplicity, and with it there is love.”
— Jiddu Krishnamurti
Self-awareness is arduous, and since most of us prefer an easy, illusory way, we bring into being the authority that gives shape and pattern to our life.
This authority may be the collective, the state; or it may be the personal, the Master, the savior, the guru. Authority of any kind is blinding, it breeds thoughtlessness; and as most of us find that to be thoughtful is to have pain, we give ourselves over to authority.
Authority engenders power, and power always becomes centralized and therefore utterly corrupting; it corrupts not only the wielder of power, but also him who follows it.
The authority of knowledge and experience is perverting, whether it be vested in the Master, his representative or the priest. It is your own life, this seemingly endless conflict, that is significant, and not the pattern of the leader.
The authority of the Master and the priest takes you away from the central issue, which is the conflict within yourself.
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There is no method of self-knowledge.
Seeking a method invariably implies the desire to attain some result – and that is what we all want. We follow authority – if not that of a person, then of a system, of an ideology – because we want a result that will be satisfactory, which will give us security.
We really do not want to understand ourselves, our impulses and reactions, the whole process of our thinking, the conscious as well as the unconscious; we would rather pursue a system that assures us of a result. But the pursuit of a system is invariably the outcome of our desire for security, for certainty, and the result is obviously not the understand of oneself.
When we follow a method, we must have authorities – the teacher, the guru, the savior, the Master – who will guarantee us what we desire, and surely that is not the way of self-knowledge.
Authority prevents the understanding of oneself, does it not?
Under the shelter of an authority, a guide, you may have temporarily a sense of security, a sense of well-being, but that is not the understanding of the total process of oneself.
Authority in its very nature prevents the full awareness of oneself and therefore ultimately destroys freedom; in freedom alone can there be creativeness.
There can be creativeness only through self-knowledge.
This passage is found in Krishnamurti’s work— The Book of Life.
"If you put an impossible question, your mind then has to find the answer in terms of the impossible - not what is possible."
(Jiddu Krishnamurti)
Grateful to have discovered Jiddu Krishnamurti before I was 20 years old when a friend recommended his book "The Impossible Question" in 1969. He writes of his own truth . Always, his suggestion is not to take what he writes as your truth but to find your own truth. To thine own self be true. A lifelong journey. I've found much of what he wrote to be part of my truth. He's nobody's father.
Thank you so much for reminding me of him this morning.
The only way out is in. I am an addict which means I am prone to seeking external remedies for my internal conflicts. It has been a life long journey to uncover my splintered personality and meet my monsters. Today, we are one cohesive unit working together for the good of the whole. Self-knowledge is a powerful weapon. Want to know what it takes to move from trauma to freedom in an average flawed human? Visit my page and take the journey.
—Thank you for this wonderful reminder. It’s worth it!—